Current

Lost once again
In this bliss
Of de abyss
A current runs throughout my soul
Does it define me
Unable to comprehend hope
Here I am
Standing in absolute bliss
Does this define me
This current
Brings destiny near to me
Shall I stand
Staring down into the abyss
Until bliss
I am here
Free to be me
Even within the insanity
Balanced at once
Time to be
Just to see
Within this insanity
I am here being
What shall be my destiny
As the current runs through me
To bring me to my knees
I scream within my destiny
That is time to say
That I am me
Within that hour glass
As the sand shifts
I drown
Suffocated to the max
Falling until the sanity breaks reality
What am I?
I am free to be me
Within the destiny
Of the insanity
That current runs through me
That is that it's meant to be
Is this the end?
Only time will tell...

Destiny

I feel so lost
Stuck in this reality
Beyond the mind
I'm here to be me, free in the insanity
Unable to cope
I'm stuck
Coping for the weak
Unable to hope
I'm free to be me
I am lost
What shall I do
I reap
My soul
Unable to cope
I'm here
Sitting under cloud 9
Deep down into the ground
Standing at the head light
I'm here
Free to be
Standing hoping wanting
Anything you see
Is my destiny!

Pain

Where am I?
An I safe?
How can this be?
I'm suppose to be at peace
Instead I'm stuck
Beyond repair
Living in hell
In these walls
They creep
And appear
Staring so softly
Stress induced
I am me
Shall I leap?
Is it my destiny?
Help for me
Beyond reality
I dream of a peace
A serenity
Here I am
Not safe as I can be
Stuck in chaos of the heart
Where am I?
In hell indeed
Nothing's right

Safety Zone

Safety safety
Where am I?
Safety safety
Am I?
Where the chaos
Unable to cope
Safety safety
Here I am
Unable to cope
That I am
Watching softly
There they lie
Safety safety
Here I am
Safety safety
Unable to cope
Here I am
Staring softly
Chaos here
Near and dear
Safety safety
Am I?
They watch
Ever so gently
Chaos in the heart
As tears drop
Burning every so deeply
Here I am
Within the chaos
Time will tell
What is right?
In this night?
Safety safety
Here I am
Within these walls
No more hope
No more deeds
Safety safety
I am me

What Time Tells

If I would change
What would I be?
There's demons inside
As I stand in front of the mirror
My reflection changes me
I stand in this reality
Can I cope?
What will bring the hope inside the heart?
My every being aches for Peace
I reckon it's for me
In this insanity
I am here
Free to be me
This reality
Redeems my spirit
To walk through the valley of disaster
Wrecking havoc on my heart
I'm done I'm finished
Am I strong enough
To conquer the darkness
To not only win the battle but the war
Chaos in the heart
I'm stuck here
Counting Stars
Unable to stop
I'm here
I'm free
To be in this reality
Perhaps time will tell
Have some Hope
It may save yourself
Or another...

Beyond Reality

I feel as though I'm a burden
Am I worked my worthless?
Are they right
Shall I fight for what's right
My mind is corrupted
Beyond time
Perhaps when I do the deadly deed
Maybe some silence for once
I'm stuck
Down right chaotic
I am unable to cope

I'm stuck here
So called safe zone
I wreck my every being
Stuck in the insanity
Am I free?
To be me
Stuck in the abyss
Trying to scrape by
Up the wrecked walls
Up to Cloud 9
Beyond time
Is this bliss?
Do I miss?
Beyond reality
Above the abyss
Have I left this plain?
Am I dead
Do I dread?
To fall to reality
In today's society
I am here
In the safe zone
Only to be
Stuck in insanity
Am I free?
To be me...

Chaos of the Heart

Here I am
Upon the end
On a railroad to the end
Hit a road block
Here I am
Standing near the edge
Ready my blade
Here I come
Until fate arises
I am here
For this time
I am done
No more fighting no more hate
No more emptiness
I'm dead
Time to tell
To confess
I am right?
Within this night
Upon this time
I am safe
I confess that I can't escape
Perhaps this will pass
Only to arise
Hold my breath
To pass out
Falling into darkness
Upon this night
I'm finished
If I was not here
I would be dead
Upon this time
I am dead
I am angry
I am free
To be me
In this insanity
The chaos is here
In thy heart
Rip tear rip
I'm in pain
The to fret
Upon this day

Fright

Panic in the air
Uncertainty do I dare
I surely do not care
Is he right?
Am I wrong?
Time to care
Did I stare?
Upon the time
To the chaos
Do I dare
Upon the night
Do I fret
Within thy mind
Do we expand
Beyond the abyss
Within the mist
Standing near the ledge
To take a pledge
Upon these faces
Do they care?
Time to stare
Shame to the heart
Devour the night
For the fright
Rip slash burn
Here I am
Upon the night
Is a fright
Perhaps I shall die...