What Has to Be

Upon time
I am here
Do I drift into what is deemed the light
To rip up the tears
To sigh relief
They roll down my face, am I ready to express?
To be free, as I breath
Where am I?

Upon Time
Free to be, as I drift.
Get ready am I right to be this tonight
To rip, to tear, burn ever so lightly
This may be, a part of the past

Get ready, here I am
Free with glee
Even within this destiny
For hope is near and dear
Another millisecond here and gone

What am I?
To be here within thy mind
Its my fate, what the power be

Sucking up bliss, to exhale desire
The desire to go beyond what is deemed blissful
A gasp of this bring the tip
To Suffocate
its time to be
Right for me
Is this what is my fate
shall I be ready for what is needed

here they come
one by one
up down
side to side
Vision so lightly
A pattern deemed what meant to be
In this bliss that will be dismissed
To hope to be
Far from this reality
What is needed?
is this right?

Chaos of the Heart

Here I am
Upon the end
On a railroad to the end
Hit a road block
Here I am
Standing near the edge
Ready my blade
Here I come
Until fate arises
I am here
For this time
I am done
No more fighting no more hate
No more emptiness
I'm dead
Time to tell
To confess
I am right?
Within this night
Upon this time
I am safe
I confess that I can't escape
Perhaps this will pass
Only to arise
Hold my breath
To pass out
Falling into darkness
Upon this night
I'm finished
If I was not here
I would be dead
Upon this time
I am dead
I am angry
I am free
To be me
In this insanity
The chaos is here
In thy heart
Rip tear rip
I'm in pain
The to fret
Upon this day