Serenity

 Brighten this

Wondering upon thy deen

Am I stuck within

Insanity breaking the bend

walking into the sunnah

once and always wanting

striving as we all do

Strive for Allah, to please

To strive for him alone

Allahu Allahu Allah

Shall I savor, what is in this bliss

A sweet, homing wanting craveing

Surrendering

For peace, reckon this is what life is

Be content with what you have

Alhamduillah

We all struggle, its our jihad

Please dont forget your dua

I know I have, still I strive against the whispers

My heart can be still, but Allah gives it breath, life, hope

Allahu I am not afraid 

I stand upon my destiny want nothing for it happen

I pray Hope Need and fall

Not knowing what to do

keep on searching

3ilm will find you

have an open mind

Don't forget to strive better self, to care for humanity as we live 

Breath protect this green earth

We are the care takers as Allah has proclaimed we be

Start acting like one

With subbitmitting

Surrendering

God grant me serenity

To give me Hope

And allow me kindness

It shall reap

Upon the living, all the breaths are affectec by thee Allah indeed

It is Dealt

 Where do we be

Wandering upon a tale to tell

Wondering what comes with this 

Shall it be ease or chaos?

Pittering, pattering, round the bout

Here standing here, what will come

Shall the emotions shake ones being like no other

Some cower hidden they have become

Standing here, on the edge

Ready set go

Jack be nibble, Jack be quick

Here I am, stareing at the shining light

What is this, blinded by hope

Want and surfing into destiny

It is a hand dealt to many

Hard ship on the bend

Ready the bout, standing tall

To build, to construct, and to be free

Is this not what humanity is?

We be the dealers of hope

Building one up so they can reply of anouther saint or two

To lead in example

Ready good deed, near and bare.

This is what leads the light

A hope for us all

So gather, dont fret

Have some hope

We will build together

ameen

Wither

 Round, roundin, round, roudin

Here we go, start again

1 2 3, on the bend

What is next, laughing with deeds

Not knowing the sight to see

Here they are, whispering within thy mind

What to see, but to be build within sight and mind

To seek refuge, even though you shifted beyond reality

Once again Murmer hope, what pleases you

My heart is wounded

It bleeds, full of holes

Where shall I go?

Everything I built for, is gone

Lonliness is about the bend

Jerking tears, to not be with what one hold dear

To have them have eachother

Singing joyus word

Wonders of emotions

Smiles

So many hopes

Cheer, having cheer

I am Trying, but it sweeps in the night

Getting ready to choke

Is it ready, pack pack puff puff 

I suffocate indeed

Is this what I want

To suffocate

Freedom of will

As it withers, what is the point?

Do I hope, how can I?

I am Lost, Fading, Disappearing.....

Present 2020

I am here, not knowing what to do

Upon these days does it demise 

A world full of life, but the eccense of humanity fades day by day

Controled beyond insanity

Know what is right, but what is a must

What choices do we have, to rebel or conform

I fall into the shadows, noone wondering on me

So is humanity, as the cries of the innoccent are not fufilled

How can this be the present so far and long and way we go?

What will this be remebered as, the covid era or global opression

We are the slaves to our desires

To be beaten down, just by life it self

Now we face, losing our freedoms

In this so called free world we live in

Many feel conquered

Still they stand tall, with the rest of humanity

How many are falling?

Up up many go to jannah heaven indeed

Some more than most, how do we appeal to God, Allah, Jevovah.

Strive, do good onto others as you would your self

Kindess is a good deed

Sharing is what helps humanity

If you find yourself not believing in a deity

Then do not worry, for no one knows whats at the end

So enjoy the ride if you can

There are those who shape our world

Kindness is good for me

Good for you

Good for them

Do not forget, Love self first

Self is important, and you are not selfish if you look after yourself first

Keep on living is this broke world

Its time to hope for the best

Gather together

Stand tall

Never bending down

Do not Break!

Where to go?

Here but there and everywhere

To strive, to jump, spread you wings

To decide with glee, what is next for me

Follow me, on this path for serenity

It must be...

Perhaps a time to deem

What is right for thee

Strive, follow me

Up the stairs

Follow me

down the stairs

Follow me, up and down

Walking striding on the bend

Want nothing more 

To get better

Where to go

Up Up Up

Follow me

This is cloud 9

Hope and Love

Love self, before anyone else

Take the small deeds, dont forget about the deeds for self

We must remeber time that were here

Once trivial to the time in day, the past reckoning on thee

Present day time one to be

Wondering ever so much

Wandering into destiniy

Pondering the future, not to far away

Will this be right, to strive for the better?

Sun soaked bliss, with the cold stern day

The wind she whispers

Roaring sharply and coldly

Having nothing but sure serenity

The sun rises ever so much

Days and nights pass

So here we are

One day at a time

Ready for me

Here we come 

Get ready

Finally I am free

From the chains of self hate

Wanting nothing but to have hope

So with this hope of love

Is present with me

I shall surrender

Nothin will stop thee

Keep the Peace

Let it Be

 Hearing the echos of sanity

Is this deemed for me?

As the tears drip and bear

Unbearable these are

The eccence of the Lord

Allahu

Save thee from thy darkness

It twists, cuts, and burns

Swift as the current that be's

You said Be

Allah so there I am

Why the insanity?

The darkness?

The fates that be, are they truly destined for me

Am I still one with the deen?

I strive for thee, oh Allah indeed

I cannot defy the fate, what Haq truly is

I searched so long

Free me

The insanity burns in me, tarnished as the deed see's

Where I am?

I am Lost, within the darkness

Losing hope

Still striving

Losing out on thy eman

I plea and plea with Allah indeed

Oh Allah save me from the destruction

Save from his whisper

Into the heart

Twisting reality

Shall this be Qadar

Why for me

I plea, with Allah indeed

I try and so I truly strive

Life in this world is but a test

Within the deen, in this dunya

We will fight

Our Jihad is with us

Alhamduillah

For the good and bad, its right to be thankful

So with thee, I ponder upon this deen

Shall the insanity be for me?

Shall hope strive with thee in the darkness?

Only time will tell

Finally

 Sometimes I find myself so longing

Wanting nothing more, but to be pleased

With the deen, wondering upon insanity

What is next for me?

Longing for death, as I tremble 

Screaming at the destiny

Wanting nothing more 

Spreading beyond reality

Yes please, lets settle this need

To trip for oblivion

Wandering about thee

Shall I see, what conquers thee

Letting fate conquer blood flesh and bone

Screaming, holding on

Wondering what is the point?

Sobbing, all the mess, screaming for clarity

Only finding nothingness

Not getting better, striding through life

Things shall be better, is it deemed?

What will come for thee

An Angel

Or Obilivion

Wether way, I'm ready

So let us breath, even a deadly breath

Sitting here 

Wondering is the fate shall be

So let the insanity guide me

I will be finally free

Conquering of the darkness

Ready Set Go