This is rational?

I am irrational
A being beyond rationality
I look to others for answers
as I do not trust myself
Recently I have come to conculsion
Would you like to know
As the actions I have in my mindset
I am proud to say i am a deviant
But even if i am
you cannot take God from me
I repent to him only
The father
Mighty and wonderus he is
For he loved us so he sarcficed his son
Jesus with your love for mankind
For you died for our sins
I repent to you oh thy Lord
I may be deviant and irrational at times
For you showed me what to be in the scripture
I am but a servant from beyond and over a rainbow
I have a many of questions to ask
And only You my Lord can answer