Hatred

Hate who needs it

so many people do i meet have it

i see it in their hearts

because i have fissrah

fissrah is but a burden most times

but at least i can use it for my betterment

to stay away from the haterz

I see a recently made friend being attacked

would you do the same as me

say she is nice and that haterz is wrong

i did so and received some hate as well

oh the wire

infested with the larva of shaytan

he whispers in our hearts that hate

I barely have any hate left

i would lying that i was not bitter from leaving islam

that bitterness turned to hate soon from infulices from shaytan

but hate just darkens your heart

did our savior hate his enemies 

did he curse all those who hated him

from what i read he did not

and that was his human side

that is way to admire our lord

and take his teachings and change our hearts

because believe me shaytan is hitting all of us hard these days

but prophecys are coming true

God only knows what will come

I dont think im in the life time of end

but surely i am seeing some of the final days

and that scares me

because shaytan will deceive those close to God

by putting darkness in our hearts

for he is a vile beast that will infect 

puss will overflow and infest our bodies until nothing is left

so remeber not to brood to long

and always forgive

even if you need to forgive yourselves firstly beforehand

remeber fissrah is but a burden but with the right light it can see the inner good

and what i saw last night hurts me so

because i feel what the fissrah shows me

but i dont let it control me

because it surely would take control

and then fissrah would be outcontrol

and i would die soon after froma  flood of over emotions good and bad

not knowing which is right

its come close to happening before 

that is one of my fears

and only hate that can start that hate onwards to self

many people think i hate myself

my body is but scarred 

and i want nothing more to make more

but thats wrong

for God loves me

so haterz take my heed

dont let it overflow your heart for your surely lost from our Lord