Path found

Here I am wondering

What will be?

Sway with me

As I flow

As the river that be's

Emotions run through me

Destined that be

Chaos that deemed

Let's see

Upon this insanity

Nothing but a dream to be

To find serenity

Dreaming truly a dillusion

Psychotic episode

Chaos comes with me

I am the storm

The maniac wanting something more

Hoping for freedom

Wanting nothing but to find

Hope is what's needed

Shall it be?

Destined for me

Seems to be

Destruction of a disaster

Explosion of nafs

What I want?

What I do?

It's up to me

So I truly need

To find the Peace

What light is meant?

The Noor in heart

Calls you

To the truth

Let it be

To seek the knowledge

To need the peace

Redeem yourself

Call upon the Lord

Allah Almighty

The greatest

Finding hope

Will save myself

So I seek Allah

Always

Even in the dank darkness

There be a flicker of hope

That will save me

Truly let's see

What will come indeed

Striving for Noor

Following this path into the abyss of the forest in the mist

Only to come to a conclusion where the heart resides

Where to find that Noor?

Why do I demand such things to be gone?

Burden so by society I am

I followed the floor

The carpet laid out for me

I follow the path into the night

To arise at dawn ready for the day

To raise my hands and say

Allahu Akbar

Shall I be this way?

Stuck within Bliss

I shall dismiss this darkness that resides

Allowing the light inside

Here I am pondering

Upon time to come soon

Will there ever be an end to all this disaster?

Only time will tell for that to be

So recognize these

Love those who need

Help humanity

Guide one another to the Noor

Upon this day that's risen

I shall call upon my prayer

Let there be peace within my heart

I shall find serenity within this indeed

Ready for a deed

Ready to begin

Ready to start again

Onwards to strive on

defeated?

I may be broken but I am not defeated

Fact being I'm far from broken

I am constantly rebuilding

For everyone has struggle in life

For one has not walked in another shoes for not to judge that person for they do not know

Wise words for one who said so

If only one before they judges

Remembers the wise words of those before us

That we all have strife in life

That we all struggle

And to some point we will succeed

Even in our broken chaotic state

We are not deemed for disaster

Even if the disaster has come to a phase of mania that deems it Bliss

With this Bliss be enough to consume you

To bring your heart strong

To rise to one another shoulders

To build to rise to need to help

It's better to constantly build yourself

So that you may pay it forward

Make that what matters a fact

I am broken I am free to be flawed even within this chaos Deen

I am broken but I am not defeated

what to do

We start the day at dawn

Calling you to pray are the song birds awaking 

For they pray with you

So follow the way

We start with Bismillah before we rise

To start the day, smile inside and out

Life is a test

We strive

So start out the door

Shining so brightly

For Allah is with you

You are never alone

For Allah is with you

Don't be afraid of the unknown

Don't fret, want to know

Say the shahada (Arabic)

What makes this world go around

Kindness and good deeds

Let them overcome the bad deeds

You will feel better inshallah

We reap at what we presented

Represent the way

That is Islam

We strive always for Allah

To please him

Watch your actions

They be recorded bad on the left

On the right is the good

Those angel's will present this book to Allah 

On judgement day

So repent

For Allah loves you

Fear him we do

For he is Almighty

Allah. Allah

Make me strong

So I will conquer the darkness

To let the Noor in

To do good deeds

To present our actions

We learn from example

Follow the waaaay

In this Deen

With the Peace

Of this life

Let me tell you the way

Of happiness and serenity

Welcome this hope

Yes meant for humanity

Oh let us see

Beyond the darkness of the unclean world

For bad deeds seem to pile more than good

Fret not, there is a way

Repent your see

To who

But

The Almighty the Allah you know him

He has been with you

Even in the bleakest night

Here is there with you and I

You may fear him

To be expected for he is the one and only Creator you see

That is Allah

Destined for humanity

We be here, seeking purpose

It's up to us

To better our selves

Working hard in this dunya

We strive to please

Not self the corrupted creation

Do not stray far, you may lose your way

Follow the Deen

Be with the ummah

We love you

You need Allah

We are his servants

We are but slaves to him

Allah be with me always

To say dawah is better by actions

Open your eyes

Live you life

For Allah

Blessed be

Following the way with Islam

Rhythm

Why must you hurt me so

To create Havoc

Perhaps a rip in reality

Are these emotions mine?

They feel like they are mine 

They want to be mine

Being stuck on a dime and it's time to rhyme and will it be in time.

Reckon it's right

Back right at the emotions

Don't let them conquer your heart

This alien source beyond comprehension

A skill to feel to rhythm

To flow to the way

Where you feel peace of mind

This is where you find that the illusion is not beyond reach

Is that possible?