Next let Go to be Free

Falling in to the well of doom
Drowned in emotions to assume
It dank and dank down here
So something long forgotten lurks here
I thought I was free
Silly me
Far from thee light

I'm drifting
Wandering upon the dreams that come to thee
Here
Do you see
Beyond whats needed
Outside the box

Soaring upon the bliss

Wait this is but millisecond
I can hardly breath
Puff Puff Pass

Why cant I be free

Does the depression conquer the heart?
OR have the lungs die?

Both are the killer

I am me
Stuck beyond reality

Illusions here there everywhere
Visionary Yes its Scary

I am strong
But even weakness is here a tad to dear

Something is wrong
Within the nights mist
Snowing bliss

Here I am
Puff Puff Puffing
once again
for something other than the so called medication
Time to say
What needs to be said

I scream within my illusion hoping it to be my reality

Are you listening?
Do you hear me?
What is next?

Beyond the deadly deeds

I scream as insanity is what is clear to me

So let it be
Even within this destiny

Reckoning

Burnt to a 1000 degrees
Is this meant for me?
Reckon this may be the light I truly need
To just be
Star sprinkled light

Time is running out

I am me
Even within this destiny
Shall I just be

I feel broken
I cant pick up the pieces
Glass shattered shards

Blasted into the sand in the hour glass

It me
Sanity
Ready
Start
Go

I know I'm not alone
I feel as though
This solitude
Reckons
My heart

Will I conquer the shadow?

update

im playing a game with  a varity selection of topics this does not reflect my faith I am still following the deen and raising my eman always inshallah

Rhythm

Why must you hurt me so

To create Havoc

Perhaps a rip in reality

Are these emotions mine?

They feel like they are mine 

They want to be mine

Being stuck on a dime and it's time to rhyme and will it be in time.

Reckon it's right

Back right at the emotions

Don't let them conquer your heart

This alien source beyond comprehension

A skill to feel to rhythm

To flow to the way

Where you feel peace of mind

This is where you find that the illusion is not beyond reach

Is that possible?

Running on sanity

Where did we go from here

Are we lost

Suffocating on what is deemed for us

To run to max speed

Going no where on this cycle machine

What is next for thee

That myself can conquer anything thrown at me

Even those damn razor blades

That slice that flesh

To form laser beam fathom badges

Wearing my heart on my sleeve

Shouting

Is this bliss

Cannot be

Is that sanity

Open for Me

Sun soaked bliss

Ever lasting serenity

Yes please...

A Way To See

Ruptured heart beats clear the way
Is this is what to to come of myself
To drip on the bliss, to sip happiness
Only one millisecond to please the deed
Inhaling joy, what is to come with me

So many badges deemed for me
To wear my heart on my sleeve

Visionary to carry
A deadly deed, to a good deed

To beg to the one
Allahu
Allahu
Where are you?
What is next on the agenda of Qadar

I scream
Within my heart
To be shattered beyond reality
Is this whats meant for me

I plea
Oh so lord
What will come of thee
Will I ever sun soaked bliss
Never residing in the heart
Until the end
The last breath draws near

To be clear
To see
To reflect

Scattered
Confused
Lost
Bent but not broken
To freeze in a fight, fly beyond the deadly deed, to fight the fright away.

Is this meant for me
Hold me tight
Noor hold me
Whats not destined
Can I be free, to say to humanity
To Save ones self
That is key

The Edge

I am
What is this
Perhaps its me, upon the edge
Shall this be deemed for me
To Leap
Rather not but tread lightly upon the edge
Labeled so
I wish not me me
Bring this to me
What shall I be
Upon the labels destined for me

Shall I worship Allah?
Allahu Allahu Allahu
Do you hear me?
Bismillah Ar-Rahmanraheem
Is this whats meant, to suffer so in the insanity
As I scream eternally
This is me
Deemed for me
Shall I just be?

Something on the other side of the edge is here

Familiarity is near
To strive
To beg, to repent
To be stuck in this bliss
Christ are you who deem the Christians to be?
Are you lord to thee?
Is your father, the eternal Father for all?

This is falsehood I believe

I'm stuck on insanity destined for me

Edge walker, so it be

What will be next?