Deadly

Suffocation is a must

Will this be what's next?

Pack, Push, Light, Inhale, Exhale

A slight feeling of serenity

To feel relief from the tarnished flesh that be's

Ready the knife, unless the high gets to you first

Am I ready?

To beat this?

I am stuck within the center

Edge walker, falling into the abyss

I am here, pondering upon reality

Is this meant to be

Can I be free

I am stuck with this deed, a deadly deed

Is meant to be forever, it's already been 11 years

I feel like I’m breaking free

From the chain that harness my will

I am here, ready to catch the fire

To inhale serenity, access my willingness to feel

Exhale all the darkness, can I harness this deadly deed

As the years go on and on

I am here, running from the addiction

It's clear as day, but I cannot see beyond the haze

It threatens my life, as I breath a breath of a deadly deed

So I can free of the true deadly deed

I am ready to fight the night, to conquer the soul

Confusion

Bang bang Bang Bang

I I I

Free to be, even though the insanity

Clear as day, within the haze

Rapidly screaming, shouting, running

Is it with Glee?

Does it define me?

In this chaotic life

Cycle of doom

Ready

I am me, needing to be free

Can't stand to me tied up

No I won't settle, it's clear as day

Insanity is here

Confusion of the heart mind soul

Where do I stand with God, and where oh where shall I be?

Here I am, Free

Tell me one thing

Is it worth it?

All the frustration

Smart as I can be

It seems the confusion wins each battle

Distorted feelings that be within, outward they are

Present, I am here

Along for the ride

So Hold on

Chaos

Time as its waves by us
We are stuck in everlasting star bilissed ocean
Hear her rour
I find my self falling into a black hole
Where chaos deems the mind so
I plea with my mind
Maybe I should plea with God almighty

I am muslim believe it or not

I am here
Ready to breath once again
Honestly though
I could careless for myself

This is why I cough
I inhale and breath cough spit repeat
Who needs to breath

The addiction is high around the bend

Here it comes into the heart
To take away bliss
Import the artifical bliss
Hard to believe i fell in love with this

Do I really Love
I dont know
I want to think I somewhat love my self
After all I am still here

Barely breathing
Weithering away
Ready to meet peace
But in reality there is never any
Never deemed for me
As the choas is not settled

Tarnished flesh
Devouring beast
Ready
Set
Go!

Happy Hounds

I wish It was the past
A fleid so glouirous that melted my heart
I am here in the prestent not knowing what to do
My heart melts thinking of the hounds
The bounds of the track

Happy hounds
Taken from the pens
Happy jumping with glee
Ready to go into a hoklding pen
So they lay and rest
Till its time
Ready

Out you go
Jump jump
trot to the track
Muzils on
Blacket ready
Red #1
Blue#2
White#3
Green#4
Gold#5
Black#6

Ready to line up
woo
We are in the front red red
Here we go lead them down to the start box

They stand so lightly and brightly
To the people who view
They cheer as the hounds pass
Now to trot to the box, first box is for #1
Hounds fight and bounce
Excited for the Lure to lead them to victory
Ingo ingo ingo
All the hounds in the box

Wave to the lure man
Thats ready to run across the track
To keep the lure running

It comes around the bend from the left and right in front of the box

BANG!
They are off
Running wityh grace
As fast as they can
They run what they are meant to do
They are royal blooded
Want nothing more but to catch that lure
Its whats they are met to be

Around the track
Coming to the end and yes
The finish line flashes as the first dog passes
Read Ready we have a winner

Men and women run to the betting booth to connect their winnings

Take the muzil off and then the dogs breath off the blackets
To the back to have a drink
Ask the pitbox were they go

Ready the winner
Purplke blanket with the glourious words of Winner across this

Each race has a winner and some lucky dog gets to wear
Oh show themselves with pride
on to the track, walking to slightly
Some fear the crowds to come

As they shout and yip with glee

Return to the pens
Home you are now
Tired but happy hounds

The sun begins to set and well
thats the end

To Breath...

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Slumber early to miss seconds

Here to stay at the moment I break

As the stars that be, spread far and wide

I am being, tarnished, and able

Shall I ready the blade?  I am Torn

At the bridge, nicki nicki nine door feeling

Shall I breach what's been holding on since birth

I am locked up, unable to control

So I slumber, only to awaken stronger willed to the desire

Shall this consume me once again, as it twists and turns

Insanity has breached the mind, I don't know how to fix

Crave, desire, want

Slice, cut, burn, and I don't want to lose control

I feel my grip of reality slip from me

I plea and plea with God Almighty

All there's left is to plea with destiny

A thought for me

Fight, don't settle.  That goes for all

But if one does not self harm, one can still reap

It screams uncertainty, yes I'm ready

Hear me, reckon with the light

I here running from you, I stop and turn

Rebel to reality

Breath, Reborn Yes I am Ready!

To seek help, where ever is need be

To slumber another day

To breath this reality

Ready

Dont fret
Here to stay
Reckon byt the milasecond
Do I Pray
Is this right for me
I am here to stay
As it surrounds me
Dare I say
Happiness
May I jump with Glee
Sanity is far from me
The insanity is running to the beat
The rythem is ready for me
Call me by my name
Call me freedon
Call a burden
I am Free
To chose my way
Nothing stops me
I am in a clarity
The Eye of the storm
Before the worse is to hit
I smile and countine onwards

Thats right
Watch me
Woe is me
I am ready for the fight
I am not giving in
I will not settle

Break
This is right nor wrong
It is for me
Catch me another time
Is this it
Sunshine
Welcome me
Moonlight soothe me
Dawn has come
Let me slumber
Night is here
Sunsoked skin
White lightling
Am I right?
Bring me here
To the depths of insanity
Thats right

Yes
That is it
I am finally free
To not settle
To not burn
To not dice
This is the game of life

Ninkie nine dooble ding dong
On the door
Are you ready?
Lets GO

The bus

Smile as the country side is lovely indeed

I visionary a place to be with my friend and I

But a shift of emotions hit the air

I hear his snicker

The street his eyes glance mine and the is pain there in

He stares so plainly at me and then heads on his way

Where are we going

I stream so silently

That I driver smiles with glee

Dear over comes my heart

Dare I say what is next

I scream loudly and proudly

Driver please please turn around then go home

He replies with nothing but laughter

A sinister one to boot

We are in the high way to hell

Breath

I'm free

I'm alive

So one can hope that this will delightful is the sky

Pink puffy clouds

I drift into sleep

Hope to stop when I wake

I slumber

Wanting nothing to smile

To be home

To be free

To not be confined

I breath

I awaken in the dead of night

Smiley like sinister

I walk to the driver

He's gone

I start the bus up and drive home

Like a maniac

Home Sweet home

Here I come