Guide us

Let me hear
What is meant for you and I
It's meant for all creation
Sweet Al Quran
Bless me
Bring serenity near to my flesh and soul
My heart is emotionally drained
But the voices of those who believe are deemed to see
What do the blind finally see beyond the deeds
Is this what's meant to be
Emotionally deemed for me
Allahu Allahu Allahu
Are you here?
Do you hear my dua?
I scream within the mind to see beyond the false reality
Aoothu billaah mina shayton ajeem
I'm ready to fight
For you
For I am free to believe
It's destined for me
Shall this mean
That happiness is attainable
Within the serenity of the word
For the word leads me
Deemed right to bask in the light
Allahu guide those deemed to struggle
Our jihad
Some are simple others are hard
Try not to be bitter
Bitterness leads to doubts
And within this you will hear his whispers
We know who you are
Authoo billaah mina shayton ajeem
I am free to choose
Ashdo aana la illaah ilaallaah wa ashdo  ana Muhammadan rusaallah
And let us scream deemed for you and I
I'm a Muslim
I suffer but life is but a test
Aspire to care for self so you can desire the Deen
That's right
I'm here
Free once again
Allahu Allahu Allahu
Guide me

Me beyond reality

Here, There, and Where
this is time to stay
Or do i wander upon the starz gaze
Until the galaxies verse expands
What to say
Authoo billah mina shayton ajeem
Bismillah ar rahman ar raheem
Allahu is this whats meant to be
To shift to turn to jerk this way
I'm here tearing up
Dripping down the slops
To ready the blade, to not be there
To seek
To be
Why must this is what is right
Upon this dismay
getting into the cycle of chaos
Am I deemed to be
To be free to desire
To be happy for once
To have serenity
Allahu Allahu Allahu
Where am I
shall I dismiss this time once again
OR breath beyond a deadly deed
Is this right to be
Beyond what maybe reality
To see beyond the box beyond the illusion
To reckon what is light
To seek
To ponder
Once upon a time, Did I scream within the insanity?
yes I maybe
Right beyond the light
Sipping on bliss
Allahu Allahu Allahu
purify me
conquer the fight
To let the light in
To not suffocate
To not choke
I must breath
This is for me
Why must I struggle beyond the light and suffocate why must this be
Upon time this is truth for Allah For God is just
That is what was meant for you and me

What have I found

Where to go?
So many of possibility to be
Near to defeat
Upon the staircase what is meant for me?
To gaze upon sanity
Where is it next to be, standing in the star gazed bliss
Sinking into desire
melting into the chaos
is this what meant for you and I?
Bring me close to my spirit
I call as you whisper into my heart
Aoothu billah mina shayton ajeem
Oh Allah
Safe me from my nafs
They burden my heart, to sink into the chaos
Bismillah ar rahman ar rahmeen
Here I am shifted once again
up down side to side
here i am being
caught up with the bliss sending me into a chaotic state
What will happen
In the coming days
if only medication was a must
until the question that answered its you and I
Allahu Allahu Allahu
Please hold me
Guide me
Give me shifa
Inshallah
Ameen
what is next?
its time to face
What is here
next to my heart
lets just breath upon sanity
for but a moment
in this bliss
comprehend not life but bliss, to bring the nafs to justice
What is happening?
I am right upon what I say
You shall not mention this
Aoothu billah mina shayton ajeem
Bismillah ar rahman ar raheem

What is this soothing

Upon this is what deemed beyond reality
The glimmer as the mind See's
Up and Down
Side to Side
Reverse
Snicker here and there
what lives beyond the illusions
What will be right
What is for me
This soothes me
What is meant to lighten the heart
Do you hear my inside scream, is this deemed for me
I say I seek refuge with my heart to you alone
Allahu  Allahu  Allahu
I say again
Allahu you are for me
To whisper within the heart
Bismillah Arahman Araheem
To feel, to be, within the illusion, as it burns what is next for me
I say again within my heart
Allahu  Allahu Allahu
Please save me
From the glimmering
Soothe me
Do not burden me
You made me right
Why such the fight
To go beyond fright
to whisper into my heart, to seek refuge from the accursed Satan to to with you always
Allahu Allahu Allahu
Bring this near me
your word
for its burns
as one may be tarnished so
Only you can save me
From this insanity
That is near to me
is this what its meant for my destiny?
Allahu Allahu Allahu
Allah
Bismillah arahman araheem

Upon this day

There is but hustle and oh so bustle

To prepare for what is deemed right in this day

To be

To smile

A kindness one two three four, how many more?

Does it matter what is reality beyond the illusion

Shall I reside what is light?

Perhaps this is right, but back to the endless day

With smiles and good cheer

To not isolate

To sink beyond help, but I reckon this light is for me

Is it beyond reality?

Sure this is me

Hope is but a glimmer beyond the chaos

So here I am pondering upon this time

To not be lost within out of minds for the chaos will reap our hearts

Here we are being beyond the sanity, but what a grasp it is

To ponder wander and wonder

Perhaps this will save a life or two…

What Has to Be

Upon time
I am here
Do I drift into what is deemed the light
To rip up the tears
To sigh relief
They roll down my face, am I ready to express?
To be free, as I breath
Where am I?

Upon Time
Free to be, as I drift.
Get ready am I right to be this tonight
To rip, to tear, burn ever so lightly
This may be, a part of the past

Get ready, here I am
Free with glee
Even within this destiny
For hope is near and dear
Another millisecond here and gone

What am I?
To be here within thy mind
Its my fate, what the power be

Sucking up bliss, to exhale desire
The desire to go beyond what is deemed blissful
A gasp of this bring the tip
To Suffocate
its time to be
Right for me
Is this what is my fate
shall I be ready for what is needed

here they come
one by one
up down
side to side
Vision so lightly
A pattern deemed what meant to be
In this bliss that will be dismissed
To hope to be
Far from this reality
What is needed?
is this right?