Freedom

Where do I go from here
I am at a new beginning
Powder on my face
Bring a smile to my teeth
Care to bare these feelings
Upon this time
Dare not to fret
Care to be
beyond the insanity
Free the mind
Upon this time
I am free
To be locked in Clarity
Far from the insane in the membrane
To think beyond those deadly deeds
I am here
Ready for anything
Bare this feelings
One by one
Does this define
What am I?
Is the chaos near?
Far from me
I Pray
To have faith
To be
Away I See
Beyond the reality
of thy mind
Do I see
What wonders hold for me
In this new path
New hope
New rifts
I am free
Finally

time to break

my heart is open
as each emotion is felt
I drop to the floor screaming for it all to end
I hear small whispers
of memories long forgotten
reaching to the surface
scratching to get out
where am I
far from the bliss
even the abyss
my heart is shattered
all this emotions
run a current throughout me
am I stuck?
will I be alright
I scream
Beyond what is reality
I'm lost
where am I?
what's next?
can I conquer myself
as each tear
ruptures my sanity
I am me
Beyond what seems to be
I reckon what is right
is beyond the Bliss
farther than the abyss
what is next?

shall I leap
shall I feel
what is right
Beyond the fight

I stand
as a being
within reality
breaking my heart
as each memory
hurts so
why so much pain
must be endered
what will time tell
this tale to come

Sanity

Where am I?
Lost upon time
Perhaps it's time to ponder
Is this right?
My steps upon the sands of the hourglass
Beckon that the light is right
What shall I do?
What am I?
Shall I loosen my grip
On this reality to be
Out of the insanity
To the Bliss
Do not dismiss
For it's attainable
Work hard
Have I
I'm here aren't I
Shall the reaper
Take my soul
I feel empty
Beyond what is right
Bliss is here
Beyond my reach
Darkness
Light
The ultimate fight
For my soul tonight
Shall the devil
Enter my spirit
To cut
To burn
To destroy
To devour
This is what feels right
What is right
They is the light
Allah
God he is right
Upon this night
To bring dua
I scream
Beyond what is here
To ponder
To wonder
And once again wander

When we are here

Sometimes we find ourselves
Lost
Consumed with all emotion
We find that our worries
Are overbearing
Some find our plates so full

We can barely move from each burden
As it twisted our will
We are broken
Is it Beyond repair?
Unable to cope

Do we resort to our desires
To taste Bliss
But a second
Can turn to a eternity
Of hopelessness

What must we do?
When we have lost ourselves

Write my heart out
I am me
To cut is my serenity
Is this wrong?
It seems so right
As the Crimson Bliss is to dismiss

Here we are
Done
Lost
Found
Here
There

Until the day ends
We are here
But when the new sunrise
Is here
Do we wander?

We may seem lost

But United we are
Even when all chaos
Is near
A helping hand
Will be there

Repair

Morning sunrise
let me be tarnished
beyond repair
that's a start to this day
upon my heart
does it beat
I breath
blowing out that flame
charred flesh
here I come
Unable to cope
so I resort to a new way

here I am
charred to a bit
unable to cope so i set
what is next?
What will happen next?

I pray
Serenity is but temporary
that bliss is far from me

To blister and bubble
to do this entirety
I am me
stuck in chaos
unable to cope

So that flame dances along the soft skin

what is right?

Everything is wrong?

Here I am
Falling into the pit
not able to cope
so I be
within this destiny
let me be

Fate

As I sink
This my fate
To drown in sorrows
To die in the light
To be reborn
That's the key
I'm stuck on railroad
Coming to an end
To slice all the emotions
To let out the darkness
As the river runs loose
Chaos is near
Around the bend
Am I near an end?
As each emotion
Sucks me from reality
I'm here
Unable to breath
To suffocate in isolation
To drown
Let us devour
It is right
In this darkness
When will the light shine?
Ever since brightly
Tonight is the night
To end the fight
What will go on
For me
Stuck in this insanity
My mind can't expand beyond what is right
For me
In this chapter soon to come

What is next?

Where am I?
But at a cross road
to the bliss
to the abyss
what is next for me?
I suffocate beyond repair
do I need to stare?
upon this day do I reap
to take thee leap

What is meant for me?
beyond the abyss
is it something light right within the desire
do I creep
It has to be right

no more doubts
I'm ready for this is right
for me
shall I take thee leap
for my destiny

To Wonder

To ponder?

 what is to be within the insanity

 but a hope to bring balance a light for all a desire

 to be just be within destiny of thy heart

 do one confess what is light in the right 

but Allah that's what right in this night

Upon time do I wonder

What is Next?
But Dua for the heart
is that truly whats for me
it brings serenity
is this peace
for the mind
as we recite what is just
what is right
in this day
night
eve
morning
dawn to dusk
I call upon thee
Oh Allah
I surrender
to hope
to cope
In shall Allah

Beyond the Bend

Here I am
At the rift
about to drift
beyond the bend
another hope to come
upon this desire
shall I be?
Within my destiny
to see
beyond my reality
to reckon with the bliss
to accept
to keep the bliss

Upon this eve
I am me
stuck
I choke
To bear this
Pain
Heart ache
Why must it be this way?

I'm left to be
stuck within reality
as bliss drifts from me
I stare until I'm blind
Looking for something to find
Lost not yet on the mend
To discover whats next

Shall I follow thy heart?

This pain hurts me
Tarnished
around the bend
unable to cope
Cope
Reap
Redeem
beyond the mend
for the end is near
and ever so dear...

Bargin

what will have to happen
to come to be
out of the insanity
its clear to me
yet my desire drags me down
for the 5% of bliss
away from the abyss

when the cons
out way the pros

a new beginning
where I go
Somewhere near and dear
its meant for me
perhaps

If I was to win
within the mend
it depends
do I follow my desire to more disaster?

Here I am suffocating to the max
body soul spirit and mind
here to ponder
do I save myself
or dwell to thy deem

To redeem
To breath
To be
Just one step ahead of insanity

Hope this for me